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HOLY SHIT hullloooooooooooo
I have not update my journal in like... 7 MONTHS?!?!??!?! oooopssss my badddd
I'd been meaning to update sometime but always forgot or was like MEH TOO LAZY XD;;;;;
SO if some of you didn't know already my Xbox 360 died back innn September I think? And I MISS IT TERRIBLY!!!! ; _ ; But I am hopefully going to get a new one like ASAP now because I WANT ONE BADLY!!! That is the 360 not the Xbox One.
So yeah hopefully that is happening soon and also that I ordered a Hero of Doom hoodie which should arrive soon toooo~!!! :3
I hope your guys' holidays were great!!! Mine was nice and spent it with family~~

Nothing else is really super happening..... OH YEAH Except that Roy (my Husbando from the Bawdies) GOT MARRIED TO HIS GIRLFRIEND!!! OMGGGGG like I have mixed feels about this because for one he is my husbando :C but at the same time EXTREMELY happy for him and Amo (his now wife) because omgggg!! But now he's not my husbando anymore he's Amo-chan's husbando!! XD

Oh yeah onto more like a more "serious" topic about myself and what I recently have decided to do...
Like most people who know me in real life know that I always wished I was a boy and stuff and have mostly male characters/mostly RP male characters etc. Well yeah I've thought about wanting to be a boy since I can remember but at the same time I liked being a girl and such, you know?
I've now come to make the decision to identify as a Genderfluid individual from this day forth!! I clearly wanted to be as such earlier on in life but I really didn't know the proper term for such a thing that I feel about myself.
^_^ I thought about this for a long time but now I am open to being identified as such. Oh yeah and just some info about being Genderfluid is like I don't feel I am only male or female, I feel both and some days I feel more like a boy and others a girl! So either male pronouns, or neutral pronouns are preferred, but female pronouns are also acceptable! So yeah keep calling me Retro/Tuna and stuff but I was thinking of a unisex name instead of using my real first name which is mostly feminine. Oh yeah, my mom obviously knows me wanting to be a boy and stuff because I talked about it with her many times (she even wishes she was a boy too XDD) but I've talked about the name "Ainsley" with her and how I wish I had that name because it is a unisex name and stuff.
The in replacement of my real birth name, I'd preferred to be called Ainsley! ^ u ^
(Pronounced: AENS-LEE) But continue to call me by my usual Retro or Tuna!!!!
I'm glad I finally found out what my true self is, it's a huge relief really~! :3

I'll try to remember to update again sooooon~ Toodle-loo~~~~

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「 レトロ 」Thanks Alice-chan for the Cronus~~~ :3
  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Arctic Monkeys
  • Reading: "The Exorcist" and "A Clockwork Orange"
  • Watching: An Anime film
  • Playing: Donkey Kong Land
  • Eating: NOTHING
  • Drinking: HOT CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!
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Stsutswaye Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey you, Ainsley. ^^ congrats on finding your true self!!
RetroNinja Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much~ ^ _ ^
Stsutswaye Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh~! You are very very welcome. ;)
KayCTricky Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Omg that's so wonderful i'm so proud and happy that you've figured out who you are <333 Ainsley is an amazing name holy shit
may i ask which gender neutral pronouns you'd prefer? fucking christ that name is really nice. Really it's so great jesus 
RetroNinja Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank ya!!! 8D It's a huge like weight off of my shoulders!! For gender neutral pronouns using "they/them" and/or my nicknames and what stuff are accepted! ^ _ ^ I know it's super lovely and ah oh man~~
KayCTricky Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
alrighty!! I'm here to support you in anything you do Tunes ;33 I'm totally ecstatic that you're so happy!! 
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